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Sometimes [ft. Greg Blackman]

by Fisky

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The first single from Fisky's new album, Cheaper Than Therapy

Cheaper Than Therapy released: 13/06/2022

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Fisky [Verse 1]

Love the way some days I’m happy feeling blessed
hate some days I can’t help but feel depressed
love the way writing gets it all off my chest
but some day’s I hate I just can’t seem to shake the stress
love the way they spout hate
could care less
hate the amount of people I've seen laid to rest
love the way life always puts me to the test
hate the way these fucking fatal thoughts manifest
love the way I fought through always did my best
hate some days I can’t think straight
head a mess
love the fact I don’t feel the need to impress
hate the fact I care
whether more or less
hate the fact I know I shouldn’t but I drink to excess
descend the pen to page
where I confess
live for the moment
extract the worthless
I hate the fact I’m intact except my purpose


Greg Blackman [Chorus 1]

[Sometimes] I feel so alive
[Sometimes] I can’t even try
[Sometimes] I’m wondering why
[Sometimes] I’m even alive
[Sometimes] I can’t even feel
[Sometimes] I’m not really real
[Sometimes] I’m not who I am
[Sometimes] I’m not even a man

No no no no no no no
ooooh sometimes
only sometimes


Fisky [Verse 2]

Committing sin, breaking laws I’m not who religions for
cold heart fall apart when I begin to thaw
frost bite my soul
we never win some wars
I lost sight and control like American gun laws
by amending one clause they can press unpause
a world all about views
why the vision so poor
all this grief all the time where’s the peace
where’s the line
walls and borders we define build them only to decline
I miss my crutch
I told you I’ve been man enough
justifying why I’m down
it all gets too much
sometimes it’s hard enough getting up
let alone try and find the energy to pretend to give a fuck
the lesson in depression is the only gain is loss
relationships as long as stones that roll and moss
alone without a cross
atone sober at a loss
fighting some kind of never ending end of level boss


Greg Blackman [Chorus 2]

[Sometimes] I’m not even here
[Sometimes] It’s not even clear
[Sometimes] sometimes I’m so true
[Sometimes] you can see right through
[Sometimes] I struggle and try
[Sometimes] I cry and I cry
[Sometimes] I struggle through tears
[Sometimes] and the road’s so unclear
[Sometimes] I can’t bear the road
[Sometimes] I can’t bear the load
[Sometimes] I can’t carry on
[Sometimes] I’ve been struggling so long
[Sometimes] I just wanna give up
[Sometimes] It just all gets to much
[Sometimes] I gotta be strong
[Sometimes] I gotta carry on


Harmonies


Only sometimes

Yeah

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released June 1, 2022
Writte by Fisky & Greg Blackman
Produced by Riddle & Richard Campbell
Mixed & Mastered by Femi Santiago

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Fisky London, UK

Fisky is a Poet, Rapper, Public Speaker, Founder of Mind Over Matter and member of London’s #Flopoet collective mentored by Natalie ‘The Floacist’ Stewart.

Writing has always been Fisky’s therapist. He draws on his twenty years lived experience with addiction and depression to raise awareness and process his own struggles. ... more

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