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Falling - [Single]

by Fisky

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It’s cold in the face of adversity
Sold out shows from Balham to Burn City
Still I’m followed by sorrow n guilt hits me
When I take a sip swallow, n wallow in self pity
On the staircase to heaven looking back at hells gate
Communicate, commute my way through this self-hate
I’m thirty eight and understand the male suicide rate
Why it’s the biggest killer of men under forty five
Why some men are more scared of living than they are to die
Depression took a hold I’m back in that black hole
Sobriety - I might of lost sight of that goal
I’m back in that role, me and Jack on our Jones
Thoughts trapped in my head lyrics stuck in my throat
A bag of hope in my palm got snatched / I don’t
Have the solution only musings of a true man
All you can do is watch me realise the truth like I’m Truman

I’ve been dealing with my demons playing hands in hells fire
They tell me, keep going you inspire
But I’m reliving trauma every time I step on stage and I’m tired
From wired me, to sobriety, the fire in me,
Never burnt out
It turns out I can’t fight bout for bout
I trip stumble fumble tumble drop n fall
These demons bowled me over fuck it batter up lets play ball
We may fall, when they call, confined to these four walls
I won’t let this beat me but when will I learn
I’m tired of being me when’s it someone else’s turn
If you’re in this boat with me, tide took you out to sea
Lost the lighthouse beam it’s far too dark to see
Remember falling doesn’t cancel out all you’ve achieved
This road ain’t one to roam all alone, just come home
I know the ghosts won’t go, I know the hope don’t show, smile and
Take my hand, we’ll guide each other back to dry land

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released June 2, 2019
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Charles Edison
Written by Fisky

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Fisky London, UK

Fisky is a Poet, Rapper, Public Speaker, Founder of Mind Over Matter and member of London’s #Flopoet collective mentored by Natalie ‘The Floacist’ Stewart.

Writing has always been Fisky’s therapist. He draws on his twenty years lived experience with addiction and depression to raise awareness and process his own struggles. ... more

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